So it occurs to me as I sit in my truck and sip on my contraband iced Americano, I’ve mentally come a long way. I mean, instead of parking in a fast food lot of shoveling down a milkshake or crunch wrap supreme before someone can catch me, I’m sneaking a ten calorie coffee.
Btw, I had to google my usual thing for Taco Bell. And by usual, what I used to get pre-Seattle for the boozy fourth meal. I couldn’t remember what it was called! I’ve been there twice in the last four years, once on a drive to Boise Memorial Day weekend and another in Seattle when it just sounded good. I still love tacos, but I’ll likely never go to Taco Bell again because they have ZERO things I can eat. Even their plain tacos and “al fresca” items all have either gluten or soy. Insane. Soy does NOT need to be in every little thing, America.
I digress, though. I’ve always been a food sneaker, a food hider. Calories don’t count if no one sees you, right? If you’ve ever seen me pig out, know that you’re probably one of my favorite people on the planet, because it’s taken me years to be comfortable eating around other people. YEARS. And to be frank, I can’t remember the last time I binge-ate, other than a chip basket at a Mexican restaurant. I do remember the last time I binge drank, though. Don’t tell my mom. Or my doctor. Damn you, patio days. Just kidding, I totally told my doctor and her nurse a real answer. “Christina, how many alcohol beverages do you have a week?” Me: “Well, what’s the weather? Was I sitting on a patio most of the day?”
So when I say I’ve come a long way, I mean it. The only candy in my presence sits right on top of my desk at work – and I barely touch it. It’s full of Jelly Bellys, and my co-workers grab them by the handful. I don’t miss it, really. The only thing I really seem to miss is cheese, and cheese isn’t something I ever stashed away. Well, and the coffee, but I don’t think a cup of coffee, usually decaf, will get me if I do it 3-4 times a month. Can I justify the occasional dairy splurge by saying I need the probiotics? Guess not.
I mentioned last blog that I was excited to get labs done to test my progress, and I was able to get that completed this morning. I established care with the fabulous Dr. Barreto, gave her the rundown of my intolerances, inflammation, low platelets, vomiting, etc. I swear, when I’m giving my life story I feel like the biggest hypochondriac, but I guess labs don’t lie. I AM anemic, I DO have cardiac risk thanks to my inflammation, I DO have a low platelet count and I DO throw up more than any human I know.
What does that net me? Nine vials of blood. Even the sweet lady taking it was like, whoa. The labels just kept uncurling. I can’t believe I didn’t take a picture! Glad I wore a super cute sunny yellow jacket to keep me cheerful. I got several compliments on both that jacket and my navy and silver polka dot overcoat this morning – yay! That always puts a little spring in your step, right?
Anyway, here’s what I had done:
- Comprehensive Metalobic Panel – I had this done in October with Seattle’s fabulous Dr. Brown, but I think she wants to see it all again.
- H Pylori
- C Reative Protein (Inflammation Marker)
- ESR (For SLE Monitoring)
- ANA (Antinuclear) abs
- Vitamin B12
- Folate (Folic Acid) Serum – looks like the prenatals I take aren’t enough. God bless any poor guy I date that looks in my medicine cabinet and thinks I’m trying to trick him into having a baby. It’s for my hair and the iron, buddy! I swear!
- Lipase Serum
Last but not least, a referral to a gastroenterologist. Awesome. Hey Mom? Maybe we’ll finally get me a doctor who can figure it out and/or does more than shrug their shoulders and tells us to deal with it. That’s an awesome thing to hear when you’re a child, btw. It’s only taken 37 years 🙂 Looks like there’s a throat scope in my future. That should be fun.
I’m also weening off the Wellbutrin and switching over to Paxil. Dr. Baretta thinks it’s a better match for me since it also deals with anxiety and is gaining popularity for patients with IBS. I don’t have that as far as I know (maybe these labs will show otherwise) but since my gut, intestines, etc. is so damn sensitive it really can’t hurt. And my anxiety has been pretty bad lately. Not panic attack bad, thankfully, but I could certainly be more chill.
She also tells me that losing around a pound a week on a 1600-1800 calorie a day diet is fine, and if I cut calories more I would have to do it under a doctor’s supervision and that I would want no part of it. So I guess if I want to drop pounds faster, I’m just going to have to do that much more at the gym and also make sure the content of my calories is as healthy as can be. No booze, less processed crap and more fruits and veggies. Sigh. Good thing I just gave up alcohol for Lent.
Thanks for reading through my overshare, friends. Hopefully I’ll be posting positive lab results in the next few days!